Old Habits Die Hard

Or that is what they say.

What is it in this world that makes human beings what they are? I am talking about personality. Why do some people cruise through life without an obvious care, without any grasp over how their behaviour affects others and thinking that behaving the way they do is acceptable?

And then there are those of us who on the other extreme sit and constantly worry about others and worry about how we can make the world a better and more comfortable place for these people.

Do the former sit there knowing that the latter are that way and therefore rejoice in the fact they can get what they want from the latter being pushovers?

Or is it that they truly don't have a care in the world and don't see past their own noses?

Is it better to infact be the former? I have always thought so. Because that is who I am not.

I just get so frustrated because I want to be able to look the former in the eyes and tell them exactly what they are doing... but being the latter personality means that I am not capable of doing it for fear of upsetting the former.

I know this doesn't make much sense... I had a d & m with some special people over dinner tonight and we discussed such things.

I don't know.

All I know is that one day it is going to be too late for the former personality/ies and I will have moved on and if life goes according to plan (or should I say goals), I will not be the one who is going to be regretting it. I am the one who will be in my old age knowing I did everything I could.

Am I talking about someone specifically?.... Who knows??? I don't even know how to answer that.

Randomness once again over for tonight.

It has been a long week.