Luke, I Am Your Father.

So today I wrote my Dad a letter. No, an e-mail (Times have a changed my friend) outlining what I have felt for the last 17 years. He actually had e-mailed me first with his thoughts so I phoned him, told him to give me 30 minutes to write one back and then we'll see.

It took me an hour but I did it. I CCed it to my Step Mother and Mother, then later sent it on to Renee to read.

Dad responded immediately. He was glad I sent it and said it was beautifully written and he needs time to think on it and talk about it with my Step Mother.
Renee and Mum both responded to me with how much they felt it and loved it. Both said it couldn't have been written better and both said they wanted to give me a great big hug.

You know, many many times over the years I have written bitter, detestful letters and thrown them away. This one wasn't like that at all. It was honest, but carefully done. I feel peace. I feel I have done what was needed and now I can tuck that chapter of my life away.

Let's move on.

What a bizarre weekend. I had the shows, went drinking at the Kardy, went to the movies with Chantelle and went feral at some shit of a kid who was throwing stuff in the cinema. Chantelle then felt I needed anger management (LOL!) and made me go to the Freo match and scream and yell with her. I wore purple... Oh my poor Eagles. Still.

Saturday night's show was my favourite of all shows. It went really well, I had a lot of laughs with the boys on the headsets and after the show... Well... That was interesting.
Meeting new people and all. My thoughts on this I won't write about here... Renee and Chantelle have been my sounding boards...

Anyway...
The Cast Party was a lot of fun too! I liked the adult company. Truthfully (I love you guys, my Uni friends I do I do I do) but sometimes it is nice to hang out with above 25's.
I have never been a heavy drinker, a clubber or partier. So this cast party was nice and relaxed as opposed to drinking to the point of throwing up and trying to 'hook up' with anyone with a pulse!... In saying that, at my age a pulse is a great start! (I love you guys so much!!!)

Lastly, I have decided I should stay single forever. Reason being is that my iPhone is so amazing and does everything I need that I feel anyone else would be cheating. Sharing and dividing my time.

Oh... no... actually this is lastly. I want to buy a lightsaber.

That is all...