Boys To Men...

Right, so...

We all know that I have massive trust issues with males (Given the past it is entirely understandable!!! ... Well Renee said so so it must be true!)

My Mum and I have been talking about this and she said "Sweetheart, you have more male friends than anyone I know!"...
I must say, she is correct. I think the fact I had three brothers and was the only girl helped me to be able to relate to them as a "mate". That is why I was stunned when Joe confessed his feelings for me... (You know Joe right? The one who tells me how he feels then never spoke to me again... Been 18months now since I last spoke to him)

So, how on earth can I possibly say I have trust issues in males when I have a so many wonderful men in my life.

There are three that stand out. Let me mention them here... Three who I am safe in a friendship with without the remote chance of heartache or any of them falling in love with me, or me them (We all know how that has turned out in the past)

Adam (21 years old) : He is the biggest cutie pie I know. The kind of bond we have is like brother and sister. We always laugh, he is always great for a cuddle and he is hilarious! Adam and I love to drool over men together (Yes he is!) and make light of everything.

David (21 years old): For a guy of just 21 years of age, he has such a strong head on his shoulders. David will SMS me randomly with song lyrics or phone me singing them. He is very supportive and always says it is his wish to boost my self esteem. I feel like we can have grown up conversations when it counts.

Andrew (33 years old): Andy Andy Andy... He is an absolute champion. Insanely funny, extremely sensitive (Sometimes a bit of a sook and clingy... but in a good way) and like me in the respect of needing to feel loved and appreciated and hating confrontation or standing up for himself. He reminds me of me. He is just a bit *thinking of the term* neurotic sometimes... I think it is a theatre thing.

Of course my step dad and older brother rate right up there, but that is somewhat different.

I can't really explain what it is. I think you would all understand due to my past and everything that has happened.

I don't even know what has made me feel the need to write this post. Just a waffle to be honest, a current conversation amongst my BFFs and Mum...

Anyway moving on :P