Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I Feel, The Distance, Between Us, Could Be Over, With A Snap Of Your Fingers.

I am, admittedly, confused.

The last few days I have had several messages, via facebook e-mail type stuff to sms etc, saying such things as (I will use an example of one... Thank you to the person who sent me this) :

hey Leannimal! I meant to send you a message on thursday but I forgot. You seem a little down the last couple of times I've seen you. Are you ok?

Then yesterday I got a phone call from another dear friend who said:

"Hey, just wanted to call and check in you are doing ok. You seem not yourself and just wanted to check"

And then today I was out with my mother having a nice morning when randomly she said to me:

"Sweetheart are you doing ok? I told your step-dad the other day I felt you had been distant"...

Now these are just three of a few I have received. I am confused. I, truthfully (and as written in the previous post) had been feeling good lately and it never occurred to me I was being distant at all.

I have also had comments on me looking pale and ill...

I don't understand it? I mean one or two, ok sure no problems... but several? Seems so strange!

Am I being distant? I didn't think I had been any different to normal. I think my only change has been in Shakespeare because we are getting down to the wire and I have been reading lines inbetween scene rehearsals and then listening to Jenny's directions while rehearsing. Even then I still have been joking around and laughing when scenes go a bit haywire.

I just feel like me? I don't know... Strange. However I will say it is very sweet on the other hand I have such gorgeous people who worry for me. That is kind of nice. (Love to you all! xo)

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